This wave

So it was my birthday and I graduated. Apparently, these are supposed to big things in life. I can't seem to wrap my head around the pointlessness of everything and yet can't grasp the significance of nothing. But I did have a party, went camping and frolicked around centre island for a day with some of the best people I know.

This carelessness is beginning to bother me. It formed a long time ago, quietly and somewhere far away and is now crashing onto shore. I don't want it. Sometimes there are no sandbags to protect yourself from the impact.